Shiva mourns Sati

“Oh Sati! my Shakti, Where art thou!

You left your abode, my heart

now all seems to fall, into pieces

a million shards of glass is now

my heart, that was once yours

thats now no ones

why did you leave the heart that loved you

why did you choose death over my side

for my darling you were beyond insult

you though Daksha’s daughter

is more his mother

couldnt you forgive that goat headed child of yours?

as an errant child who speaks what he knows not?

Why did you leave me to foxes of despair

as my soul is eaten away by scavengers of grief

where art thou my Sati

Come back to me, just be back to me, with me, within me”

Aham brahmasmi

Tat tvam asi

Your existence was my desire

My completeness was your existence

Rife with sorrow of incompleteness

i danced around with your mortal body

all around the world

for the earth’s eyes to heal

Goddess of goddesses, more beautiful than all apsaras

I named you after my kisses, my Uma

but thou arent anymore

and so i dance, dance till exhaustion

dance with the grace you showed that never existed before

dance with the love that i never realized before

i sing my lungs out, the syllable of Om

while i smell the fragrance of your hair

that undying fragrance that shall forever haunt me

for eternity

shall i suffer the loss you unwillingly inflicted on me

How must it have pained you

as fire touched that soft supple fair skin of yours

I am to blame for your suffering for

It was I created fire as a tool of my vengeance

I became the scourge of all evil

And now, I am burnt by the very fire that boils between my eyes

Why does the world stop spinning

The stars stop shining and twinkiling

Why is time freezing before my eyes

Why is now becoming an eternity

Why were the times i spent with you just plain effervescent memories

But those that i suffer in your absence are nothing short of eternity

Relativity, i say must be taught in schools for the world to understand

A bit of what i suffer.

Laugh nature, at me for all you want

Humor is but one man’s sorrow being another man’s joy

Where are you, the most beautiful part of me

Where are you, The one who made Rathi go with jealousy, green

The one whose Lasya sent the Apsaras of Indira to shame

Whose sword skills, made the wills of asuras quiver with fear

You whose face is brighter than the full moon

Whose heart is softer than the petals of the pink rose

Whose bosom, fuller than the cotton flower

You who were the temple of my soul

You left me,

Soulless.

-hantan

A Frustrated Chennaite

Argh, just stop it! Enough of all those anti-chennai comments. I ve grown tired of hearing them. There is only a limit to which one can listen to all these sadistic comments about the place you grew up in.
A person speaks bad about chennai, scolds it with words that would put the indian cricketer playing against pakistan to shame. A chennaite defends his city as usual. And the price he has to pay – being accused of regionalism of the highest order. The argument goes that we are the ones who create a north-south divide! To quote my classmate Abhishek Kumar Singh- “Of course you people are a different country altogether right? when was tamil nadu a part of India!” When such comments fall on your ears such accusations of us being responsible for the north-south divide sounds so goddamn hypocritic.

To give a background of myself, i wasnt a chennai lover or anything to start with. During the last two years of my college and two years at infy, i sooo wanted to travel across india (and by extension, the world). Had got fed up of chennai’s heat. Agreed the heat here is legendary, a cult-myth perpetuated all over india, next only to Rajnikant jokes.
Allow me to digress, all these “intelligent” creators of rajnikant jokes are nothing but blatant plagiarists who have read a certain www.chucknorrisfacts.com. Coming back to chennai’s heat – i couldnt hide my joy when i found that i will be going to Mumbai. Oh, how i dreamt of getting wet in the monsoon rains with a dreamy looking mumbai chic. Reality struck the moment i came here. Rains were there alright, but i got more wet from my sweat than due to rains thanks to the humidity. whether its hot or humid, the moment you start sweating, you know it gets irritating. And weather is the biggest drawback of Chennai, mind you.

No one speaks about the extremes of Delhi (i really wonder how people love such heat storms and freezing nights and actually find it good). Kolkata, i hear is equally as good as Chennai or Mumbai when it comes to the weather. Hyderabad, again is a more moderate Delhi. Bangalore and Mysore steal the cake here. Any frustrated soul will find the climate soothing his nerves. But the rest of North India and central india have no right to blame Chennai’s weather – pot calling kettle black?

Second is the famed language divide. Those who complain about this cant speak fluent english just like these chennaites(and the rest of tamil nadu) cant speak fluent hindi. Chennai aint as cosmopolitan as delhi or mumbai or bangalore is! So its not my fault if you expect everyone to speak in your mother tongue. We have our mother tongue of which we are as proud as you are of yours. Now, am not a Tamilian by birth. I have a mother tongue which sounds like greek to Tamil speaking folks and Latin to hindi speaking folks. It was a necessity for me to learn Tamil as the ppl around me spoke in that tongue. Its becoming a necessity for me to learn Hindi cos the ppl who surround me converse majorly in hindi. Am i complaining? then why should you complain when u come down to chennai?

And please, the beaches in Mumbai are equally as horrible as the Cooum of chennai. Cant even take a dip in the sea – something i never fail to do if i go to bessie beach.

Coming to corruption. A Raja was not a chennaite! so stop generalizing thinking that all big scammers were from tamil nadu. we are not responsible for the lack of freebies your government doesnt give. nor are we proud of it either. so stop showing your jealousy regarding the freebies we receive. Jaya wins a well deserved victory and citizens of tamil nadu give a resounding verdict against corruption, but the newspaper heading here in mumbai reads “with a longer list of freebies, AIADMK wins” . Similar to callin Sachin “a world cup winner in his sixth attempt”(Dawn carried this description).

And the way you laugh when a tamilian tries to learn hindi.. oh please..

We are like that only. live with it and stop belittling chennai. i rarely see anyone from chennai speak bad about delhi or mumbai or kolkata or just any other city in india.  So please stop it, you frustrated souls.
P.S : not to forget those “north” indians who had been very good to me and other friends from my city. no this post wasnt for you, but the rest of the junta who regard their lives in Chennai were nothing but hell (a hell of their own making)

P.P.S like all posts which defends chennai, this blog post will again carry numerous dislikes by a certain section of the society and a few likes by another section :P

Profiles in Management

The Following is an excerpt from a post made by Naseh(Management Batch of 2011) in Pagalguy and explains the different profiles offered in supply chain management. A very important read for MBA aspirants.

SCM profiles encompass a wide range of jobs and functions across the value chain of the organization. I’ll just try to elucidate a few:

*Supply Chain Design – *Includes facility roles (planning of respective roles and processes of manufacturing location / warehouse / depots / distributors), facility location (where the facilities should be located), capacity allocation (capacities allocated to respective facilities) & market and supply allocations (what market should each facility serve and the facility feed sources)

  • Other aspects of supply chain design include cost and profitability analysis across the various nodes of supply chain, analysis of existing supply chain and its operational and service implications. Design of alternative supply chains that address the customer’s business objectives; prioritize segments of the alternative supply chain that represent immediate value to the customer and quick revenue etc.
  • This will essentially require deep understanding of OR and modeling tools, network design algorithms, tax rules, Push vs. Pull strategies, JIT, TQM etc.

Demand and Supply Planning* – *Use various forecasting techniques to generate demand plans based on aggregated historical data. Create medium- to long-term cross-plant rough-cut production plans and distribution resource plans, taking into account work center capacities, warehouse capacities, and transportation capacities.

  • Interfacing with Sales, Marketing, Customer Service and IT to form the dynamic team necessary to drive the Demand/Supply Planning process. Monitor performance, identify and recommend action plans to ensure that forecast accuracy and inventory targets are achieved, and customer service requirements are maintained
  • This would require understanding of Forecasting and planning techniques, Demand smoothening and cleaning, De-coupling points, Inventory norms and policies – FIFO, LIFO etc, MPS, MRP I & II, packages like JD Edwards, SAP, APO, i2 etc.

Purchasing / Sourcing* – S*trategic sourcing, negotiations with suppliers, handling and consolidation of purchase requisition, cost reduction and inventory management, liaison with sales and other exposure, co-ordination with regions on requirement

  • Vendor development, sourcing of new vendors and expanding supplier base, merchandise through different channels, cost optimization etc
  • Handle quality checks as well as procurement sampling & dispatches at all stages, inventory control, data management & analysis
  • This would require an understanding of – Material Classification – ABC, XYZ, VED etc., Codification, Standardization, Working Capital Turnover ratios, Vendor development and rating systems, Make or Buy decisions, etc.

Operations Management – Operations management pertains to the manufacturing activities of the organization. Its various aspects are:

  • Establish manufacturing and operations initiatives for improvement in quality, volume planning, vendor management, cost, delivery. Set operations standards for quality, safety, and consistent and complete on-time delivery.
  • Establishes manufacturing policies in the areas of Lean Manufacturing techniques, materials usage, shipping and receiving, capacity planning, production scheduling, safety, customer satisfaction, employee relations and performance metrics/measures.
  • Other aspects include Layout of equipment, office, and production facilities, maximize work flow and spatial utilization. Overseeing operations budget to ensure compliance with organizational expenditure requirements.

*Logistics Management * – The various aspects of Logistics Management are as follows:

  • Network Selection: Determine the location and number of links in the supply chain, the means of supplying the goods – air, water, rail or road, outsourcing through 3PL services.
  • Distribution Planning: Agreement with C&FA’s, transporters and distributors. Fleet maintenance and tracking of goods, Distribution planning.
  • Cost Cutting & Service Implications: Inventory policies and legal documents, tax savings, maintaining service levels, fill rates, reduction of lead time and preventing stock-outs.

*· **Supply Chain Analytics – *Responsible for working with key business units and information technology in supporting supply chain reporting and analysis, assist in business requirements definition, design, specifications, for data extraction and report metrics.

  • Contribute to gathering, organization and analysis of key data related to total supply chain issues, performance and improvements
  • Identify, distinguish and analyze multiple component of a problem using high level quantitative skills to help drive projects and bring value to supply chain operations.
  • Support and maintain enterprise data for the supply chain group to drive systematic performance reporting which will include the development and maintenance of the data model for supply chain reporting.

As far as opportunities at NITIE in SCM are concerned… well its next to none. You have all FMCG comapanies with offerings across all these profiles. Besides all the top notch manufacturing houses from TATAs & Birlas to Cummins and GEs offering these roles. You also the likes Big 4s amongst the other consulting firms which offer roles in operations and SCM consulting besides the general consulting roles.

-Naseh

This is an excerpt from a post made by Shruti Koley(Management Batch of NITIE 2011) at Pagalguy regarding the profiles in Marketing offered.

Here’s a brief about marketing profiles and consulting in marketing

1.Brand -consults: like Saffron, Vertebrand etc. which typically help companies in branding a certain product or a product line or the company as a whole. The understand the target market and build a brand associations for that category. These companies mostly don’t hire from B-schools as they are very small teams and prefer lateral recruits with experience in the domain.

2.Then there are advertising(like Ogilvy, Leo Burnett) and media agencies (like Mindshare, R K Swammy) which create advertising content and help execute them with maximum effectiveness respectively. Advertising firms would make ads which personify the brand attributes, while media agencies would identify which channels, regions, time, show slots, to select for airing of the ad, in order to have maximum impact amongst the target audience. These again like Brand consults are small teams, pay comparatively lesser to starters, prefer lateral recruits and recruit mainly from many specialized courses like the advertising/mass communication courses by Xaviers etc. However Ogilvy does visit campus and has picked students in the past for summer projects. We have many very senior guys from such agencies, who take electives for us, in subjects like Brand Management and Media Communication and also many one-off lectures.

3.Market Research is another profile offered by Nielsen, Technopak on campus.

4.Majorly the profile offered though are Sales & marketing profiles by FMCGs, Telecom companies, are the most coveted across B-schools. This profile does includes an early stint in sales. It’s not because you’ve any less aptitude that you’re put into sales, but the fact that sales is more like micro marketing and that you’re handling a product category for a defined region with some broad variables fixed and some customizable variables for that local region and it allows you to understand consumer behaviour regarding the product in a confined market, before you move up. Your job here will typically include managing distribution networks, sales targets, margins and trade-offers for the trade partners like discounts or freebies, loyalty programs, visibility of your product and merchandising (Point Of Purchase material) etc.

Once you’re through sales and shifted to the marketing team, it will again have multiple roles. You can have an analytics team and a branding team or you can have them all under one category. Basically your job will be to:

a.Analyse the product’s market, how well are you doing vis-à-vis the competition, what pricing suits the product given the market conditions, scope for new product development etc.

b.Branding which basically will do with understanding what attributes does the product stand for(functions, product’s personality, elements like logo, jingles etc) and then positioning through a variety of communications including advertising for which the brand managers have to work with media and ad agencies.

Mostly all FMCG, Telcos offer these profiles and almost all the major ones recruit from NITIE. These profiles are offered by: HUL, P&G, ITC, Marico, Cadbury, Airtel, Idea etc.

5.Then there are jobs in the B2B segment which mainly deals with institutional marketing. Your clients are not the usual retail consumers but big corporates.

a.Mainly will comprise of a product team which will understand the product’s functional offerings that will distinguish it within the many other competing offerings and also identify potential sellers.

b.Pricing team, which will price products and negotiate with the institutional clients .

Branding is absent in B2B, but the industry is very exciting since many big manufacturing companies, tech-companies are a part of it. The companies that come down to NITIE for this profile are Cypress, J&J med, Tata motors, Tata steel, Cummins amongst many others.

- Shruti

The following is written and compiled by Gaurav Bajaj, NITIE batch of 2011. In this he discusses the various profiles offered in Finance in general and Nitie in specific. A good primer for Fin aspirants and MBA enthus

Profiles in Banking/Finance offered in NITIE in the last 2 years (Batch of 2010/11)

Corporate Finance / Project Finance: Funding large scale projects in infrastructure and other domains on the debt side. Appraising the project and structuring debt products

Banking Operations: Managing, designing and transforming the operations of banks including Project Management for different projects in banks

Strategy: Strategy for the different business of banks

Relationship Management (Corporate Banking/Wholesale Banking): Acting as a single point of contact for a corporate for all the banking products they may want from a bank. Also includes Business Development.

Market Risk / Credit Risk: Evaluating and appraising risk of projects/investments/transactions

Development Banking: Banking the underbanked sections of society including agricultural banking

Microfinance: Small credits given to the economically lower sections of society

Sales: Sales of investment products, insurance

Credit Analyst: Analyst at Ratings Agencies covering companies, projects, sectors, sovereigns, etc.

Business Analyst: Analysis

IT: IT automation, requirement analysis and SPOC for implementation of IT projects required by the bank

Financial Management Program: Offered by GE as a blanket program for finance profiles in GE group companies

Companies on Campus that offered Banking/Finance profiles in last 2 years (Batch of 2010/11)

YES Bank

ICICI Bank

Barclays Corp

GE FMP

SBI Caps

Citibank

HSBC

Deutsche Bank Operations International

FINO

Kotak Mahindra Bank

CRISIL

JP Morgan

Credit Suisse

Edelweiss

HSBC EDP

Standard Chartered

Happy Children’s day to myself

lost into the emptiness of maturity
Searching frantically for a hand to hold
In the darkness created by fancies of my own
The child in me, has lost its home


Unseen places and proscribed articles
Gripped my fascination had me all smiles
Quests were born to satisfy my quirks
He left his home without saying adios

Where art thou my little one?
Why did you take my amuses & chuckles?
Where are you hiding dear bundle of fun?
This heart without you into pieces crumbles

I try to be the one you wanted to be
Live upto your dreams you wanted to see
I’ve grown up to a fine young lad
but i yearn for the love you alone received

Inhibitions were few, restrictions were far
When you livened my mind and soothed my heart
Expections are high, i am falling apart
Only thing keeps me going is your twinkle, my star

miss you sweet child

From Ambitions to Aspirations, From Acquiring to becoming

Warning: the below is an exercise in filling 1000 words on the aforementioned topic. If you feel bored after reading a few hundred, care to give it a pass. If it IS good, then please leave ur comment so that i may learn that someone is actually jobless enuf and feel grateful to you for ur time. So here goes..

A first look into a thesaurus states that Ambition and Aspiration are mere synonyms. Does this mean they are different ways of saying the same thing? The uneducated mind doesn’t bother about the difference. He has his next meal to take care of. The literate mind is confused about the difference. He has never had time to stop and think about the wonderful subtleties of his seemingly banal life. The philosophical mind will read too much in those two words and spew gyan so esoteric that will make Ayn Rand wake up from her grave. But then, are the subtleties and nuances of the human emotions so few that the dictionary of the English language can comprehensively cover? The answer is a deafening “NO”. So let us plunge into this psyche of ours, the actuating cause of our existence and probe deep into it to find our answers.

Let’s start by calling spade a spade. Ambition is that part of our emotions which craves for success. History has given it a negative connotation. Napoleon Bonaparte had an ambition: to become the ruler of Europe and consequently, the world. So did Alexander, William II and Hitler. This ambition drove them to massacre a million lives and thus the negative connotation arose. Aspiration on the other hand is described as the “will to succeed”. In our civil society where diplomacy is a virtue and being politically correct is a requisite, aspiration should be our ideal. Having the Will to succeed is preferred over having a strong desire to succeed. Period.

Taken superficially, there seems to be just no difference. But subtle changes in words make great changes in our thoughts. In the rat race of today every living being has to compete with over a billion lives to survive in our country. Enter Steven D Levitt, Joseph Stiglitz and other economists: they sprinkle water on faces and wake us up to the fact that the number of people we compete against has just multiplied six fold. Globalization, they say in a melancholic voice with a sombre face. Point they are trying to make is that “desire” is just not enough. Strong desire will take you ahead by two steps. It is “will” that will take you all the way to achieving your goals. It is “will” that will be the defining difference between surviving and thriving in our present world. Having aspiration towards a higher cause will translate into achievement, something our peers will describe as success. The ambitious is content in being successful. But the aspiring knows that success is a by-product of their actions.

As the youth transform into the wise, realization dawns upon us that we were ambitious primarily about material things – we wanted money, fame and power. But we aspired to live a happy life, to love our wife and kids and make a change in someone’s life, everyday. We now a see the true difference between ambition and aspiration – ambition is related to our baser goals while aspiration is more towards the ideal. The end of road to ambitions is success – an accomplishment or an acquisition of a worldly goal. But where does aspiration end? We aspire towards an ideal.  Like the old saying said, we try to reach the ideal as if we are trying to reach the moon. But we fail to reach it and fall amongst the stars.

“Aspire” isn’t always a magic word. Aspirations might lead us to someplace where we might not want to be. It may not turn out to be the garden of life we envisaged with blooming flowers and joyful children. But from aspirations, we come to possess an ideal that will soon start possessing us. Gandhiji aspired for a free India where everyone was treated as an equal. He acquired the ideal of “equality” through this aspiration, which will one day start to possess him and define the future of the world. From “Aspiration” one “Acquires” the essence of his purpose. This purpose will come to define that person.

It is a well known fact that the Vedas, the rich cultural heritage of our country, has done ample research on ideals and thoughts. The rational mind considers that “ideals” are goals. The ideals that we acquire from our aspirations are thought to be the destination – the purpose of our life. The Vedas and the many treatises on them have gone beyond this theme to give a whole new dimension to ideals. Ideals aren’t a destination, but the journey itself. You don’t aspire to be something, you just be it. When someone says “be the change you want to see” it isn’t just a forceful statement but a deep attempt at changing one’s perception. By being what we idealize, we “become” the ideal. Gandhiji was and is still considered to be the embodiment of “Ahimsa”. Mother Teresa is considered to be the personification of compassion. Muhammed Ali is considered to be concrete representation of perseverance.  They were what aspired to be. They became the ideal they aspired for.

Thus we saw the journey of ambition to aspiration, from aspiration to acquiring and from acquiring to becoming. Does the journey end here? We might want to think so. But our forefathers have explored far deeper into the human psyche than science currently has. From being just some random ideal, they came up with the doctrine of “Aham Brahmasmi”, literally meaning “I am infinite”. This doctrine is two part – “Aham brahmasmi, tat tvam asi”(I am infinite, thou art that). One transcends from being just one thing to being everything – infinite. That is the state that many refer to as super consciousness or Samadhi or bliss. The journey of life is made beautiful by just being, relishing every moment of one’s life and living it to the full. Cast away all your aspirations and apprehensions and live life, now.

I Wished

On that faded boulevard

As the brown leaves fell

The leaves rustled

I wished it was you.

By that meandering river

As the water shattered the rocks

There was a splash

I wished it was you

That rainy evening

Pearl drops pittered from heaven

A hand rested on my shoulder

I wished it was you

dream girl

I stirred in my dream

My lasting love she seemed

Wishes at last come true

My dream it was you.

Gone

A dove flies out of my sight, its white wings swimming in the endless
ethereal blue sky. The bright sun blinds my eyes.. I feel dazed..
Everything is a blur..
Incomplete..
Nothing seems to make sense. I breathe liquid air as time stills…
Stills the beat of my heart.. My already two dimensional edges have
started fading.. The music lingering in my ears died.. A slow painless
death.. Sanity effervesced out of me. Even insanity didnt wanna diffuse
itself with me.. Incompleteness returned to haunt me.. A bright white
light chased it away, incompleteness was defeated. Emptiness
triumphed. The transformation was complete. I was no more. I wasnt a
ghost. Something more than that.. A memory.. In the mind of the dove,
now flapping with his wings..

The leaf fell from the tree, plunging into the abyss not quite
comprehending what it was it that  broke an unbreakable bond,
falling.,  i couldnt understand which was more painful as the leaf
fell through me, the sadness of the leaf wrinkling away from the tree
or the tree’s loss .. The leaf crumpled as it hit the ground with the
softest thud and died away while the tree stood by realizing that
every leaf it lost was just as painful as the first. I screamed the
loudest scream for the tree, the leaf and myself.. The deafening
screams of choking silences kept coming competing with the heavens in
lamenting for the tree and the leaf. And i was exhausted the leaf
finally dead but the heavens kept pouring, trying to heal the gaping
wound of the tree, a soul so physically tortured that it could feel no
more.. And then there was nothing..
Peace..  at last..

Somewhere..

Somewhere a life is spawned in the slums, with only a dirty midwife, a
dead mother and a raging rainstorm for company..

Somewhere a life is lost, lost in her own sweet memories, smile on her beautiful face concealing the agony underneath, thanking the thunderous rain for washing away his memories and her corporeal dazed self.

Somewhere a software professional with no life cusses beneath his
breath with a blisfully lifeless nonchalance, blaming indra and thor
alike for drenching his gucci overcoat and puma shoes and rushes to
hide under a tree. Little does he realize that it was the same tree
under which he met his first and final love, the angel  in white,
drenched, sensuous..

Somewhere a girl panics, the angry figure of a mother-in-law growing
in front of her eyes as the downpour clouds her vision, her balance,
her poise and her self belief..

Somewhere a guy falls in love, as he turns his head to see her by the
window, the raging wind blowing her hair, pushing it behind, revealing
the beauty hidden in her all these years as the rain smudges a lesser
beauty beyond the window..

Somewhere a boy rejoices not having to go to school, that brings out
the donkey in him and tries to stifle the spark in him, rejoicing at
the onset of rainfall, overflowing with satisfaction, spewing flames
of happiness, a fire fed by the rain.

Somewhere a group of kids dance in the drizzle, a long awaited,
slender, breezy drizzle while the youngest one’s mother looks on
apprehensive about the  terra slippera, about the milder cousin of the
scourge of pigs, torn between her kid’s present euphoria and future
pain..
Somewhere is not chennai-it never rains.ever

I AM BACk

now that i am posted back to chennai, i have decided to renew my blog. Active participation with IQL is giving me a taste of doing something, keeping myself busy. with so many things to do and so little time, my bike dreams are taking a back seat. So are my dreams of designing a website for IQL. As my friend bala is stuck up at bangalore, i sorely miss his help with the website.

And it rained yesterday- a sign that i should blog pretty soon. I ll soon be trying to blog from my mobile, as i am already reading my mail, twitter and half my browsing on mobile.. Hmmm will do one pretty soon.

Well i ll get back to you. I have world out there to discover.

BFN

Happy friendship day- belated

of laughter

of smiles

of beauty

of sweetness

of comedy

of blade

of games

of stars

of dreams

of fun

of quarter

of midnight chats

of musical taps

of crazy dances

of group studies

of secrets

of long bus rides

of terror

of colorpwder

of craziness

of humility

of humanity

of love… You remind me of..In my journey thro life, its only these memories i carry with me. My heartfelt thanks to u for making my memories. Happy friendship day

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