2007.. whew what a year
what a year it was, what a year it was.. didnt even feel quite satisfied when i got placed at infy on 7/7/7 .. that was the only high point this year.. na call it a plateau..
after all i decided to to think that i learnt quite a lot from this year, but when i try and write it down, i don really think i learnt anything.. thats why i actually started blogging.. to see if i really learn.
but there are a few truths/sayings/adages that i saw in action. one of my favorite and the most recurring theme was this
Misfortunes never come single
wow.. i started becoming wary of this quote ages ago. and that helped me go through a lot of this year. cos i was even more wary of even more things that i was capable of handling things better..
another thing i mastered was the art of closing my mind. still have a big way to go in fine tuning that skill but i really am a happier man only because of it. if i m having a hard time i jus stop thinking abt it. i try to do the best i can and if it is nt sufficient, jus run..
run till u reach the end of the road. u’ll find a new place, a new person’s mood to spoil. after spoiling that place take another road and keep running..
but one sad fact is u never enjoy the run. somewhere u have closed the enjoyment part cos it doesnt wanna enjoy.. and i was running the whole year.. running i dunno from where and i dunno where i am.. i still dunno.. dum dum
Pain
everyday one finds new definitions for it. sees different forms. just how many nuances t has. its like a cold virus. this cold virus comes in more than 9000 different forms, and u get immune to each strain of it every time u get one. but every time u do get one, then it doesn’t leave you for a week(makes u weak too). and nature is cool! it lets the virus evolve… so that i can get used to your body’s immunity…
same with pain. it comes in different forms u get used to it. but it evolves and finds different ways to sleep with you. makes your life uneasy. pain loves you man. it loves you so badly that you cant do anything but succumb to it. embrace it. and then realize, after u get immune to it, what a fool you were to do it. but could you help it? no..
so life goes on.. i stay up late night these days so as to get immune to some particular strain of pain, but every night i get a new version of it!! life has to go on..
Last day of my life
wish today was the last day of my life.. that i may sleep to eternity.. that i may never wake up the next day..
gosh just how many days have if felt like this? fucked up life in a crooked world(yeah it all depends on how u see it, rather how u wanna see it). and i screw it up only to get it worse?? can it get even worse?
i’m just ranting
American Beauty
beautiful film..
this was one hell of a meaningful film. unlike other masala films which are just for entertainment here’s one movie that portrays an American life just as it is (else it wouldnt ve won the Oscar) . but the concluding lines were very moving..
here it goes
I guess I could be pretty pissed off
about what happened to me,
but it’s hard to stay mad when
there’s so much beauty in the world.
words one should never forget..
Sundara Kandam, droplets of wisdom
… But the way to prosperity is never through despair. To be free from despair is real happiness. Only one who never despairs can show interest and enthusiasm in any work…
the Four items of policy are
- Good Words
- Gifts
- Causing split in the opposite ranks
- Force
…He is the capable emissary who, besides accomplishing the entrusted business, has to his credit many more achievements that are not opposed to the main task…
Women…
Anyone who says he can see through women is missing a lot
Stones nor walls
At times u may feel that there are places on this earth that arent made of stone or walls
They are there in your mind, your very own place where no one can stop you and no one can steal that world from u
Such are the beauties of the mind
Sunset of life..
There are people who walk away into the sunset.
But there are those who let the sun slink away, blinded by their brilliance
Over at last???
the epic i so much loved after mahabharata ramyana and odessey came to an end..
its inuyasha series. yeah the ending was so incomplete, but it was as if a mortal desire had just been fulfilled.. you don get this feeling often. the pure joy of being rewarded for a hardwork or an indulgence being fulfilled leaves man contented…
its for moments like these that i love life.. moments like these i wish to cherish
